Thursday Night Blues

Today I got exciting news at school. It's about something kind of awesome, but I will let you know about it once I know more about it. I just have an email so far. But, I posted about it on facebook, and all these people commented on it. They were like "Oh my god! Congratulations!" and "I'm so proud of you!" which is awesome. Right?

Well, yea it is. It was great to see all the love, but some of the people I haven't talked to in a while. The rest I would have told eventually ya know.

But, tonight is the premiere of The Hunger Games. I read the book when it first came out, so I've been a fan for years now. I really wanted to go see the movie. I had planned to go to the midnight premiere. I've been waiting for months for it to come to theaters. I've been so excited.

Tonight is the midnight premiere. I'm not going. Why? Because I really don't want to sit in the theater alone, by myself, to see a movie, at midnight. So, I didn't go. 

But, I just found out a bunch of my friends are going. They are all away at school so obviously I couldn't go with them, but it still sucks. Tonight, even after all that love from friends and family commenting on posts, I feel absolutely alone. I feel like I have no one. At all.

I mean, I have a friend here at school. Her name is Tiffany, and she is insanely awesome. But, she lives almost an hour away, so it's not like we can just hang out. Plus, she is graduating this semester. I'm really proud of her and excited for her, but at the same time I'm really sad because I'm going to miss her. I have four classes with her this semester, and now I won't have any, ever again. It sucks. 

I feel alone. Isolated.